when i was 12 owl city was my favorite band and when i was 15 pushing daisies was my favorite show and now that i’m older it can be so tempting to be realistic about life and cynical by necessity but i think some part of me has always wanted to believe in the dreamiest realities, the happiest possible responses to sadness and loneliness, and maybe thats silly and idealistic but its something i still want to believe in
